Again

Why can I not catch a break? These past two months have been so depressing for me. Everything is great, everyone really likes my attitude and experience with soccer, but it all comes down to the teaching position. Someone always has a little bit more experience than me. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! What is wrong with me that I can't go and do what I love to do? I am stuck in this cesspool not getting what I should be getting. The problem is I know what other teachers are making and I feel as though I am not valued. It's so much fun working for someone when you feel so valueless. I am tired of feeling like that. When will it all start to turn around?