Is This What I Should Be doing?

My gut feeling was right and Kansas won, in overtime. It was a great game, at least the ending anyway.

On to the topic-o-the day. Recently I decided that I was ready to get back into coaching soccer. I have been away from the soccer scene for a couple of years now while I finshed my master's degree. I think I am ready for a new start. I have been filling out applications, writing letters and sending resumes across the state of Texas. I haven't been having any success though. I think I may have found something. The first person to contact me has been a coach from Pearland. It seems like it could be a possiblity. I am not 100% sure of it, but I hope something starts to materialize. I know I also have a fall-back plan. I could always move back to my parent's place and take over for my dad. As much as I would love to take over a winning program and have the support I would have with my dad's help I feel like I have to start doing things on my own. I always wonder if what I have accomplished thus far in my life has been because of me working hard or because someone else has pushed for me. I always wonder, "Is this what I should be doing?" When I started the search I was 100% confident that this is what I need to do. I am ready to start a new chapter of my life and do something I love. Now, I really wonder what it is I need to do. This is something I need to decide with help from my Heavenly Father. There are so many pathways I can go. Which one do I choose? I don't want to leave where I am right now, but if things don't start happening soon I am going to have to leave. I guess it's time for me to grow-up a little more and realize that this is the best thing for me.